I'm 26 now

I've been using this e-mail for many moons
and I forgot I would come here to "release some tension."I'm literally dying at the thoughts I had in 2009 and the shit that I would go through to lead me into the person I am in 2016... well now i'm in the perfect position to lay out all my cards and pick n choose from what things i want to keep in my life.. boy 2009 is where the ride started

let's self reflect if you don't mind

yea yea yea

i get weird ass urges to express my feelings in the middle of the night i don't know why but I'm just thinking about me my friends life and family and how i can express my feelings because we all know i have an uber problems doing soo. but ne who i was watching the food channel with my little sister (that's her fav channel) and i noticed that the chef accidentally overcooked her meal but without hesitation she tried again until she got it right and being the odd cookie that i am i kinda compared that to my "social relationship" at hand lol i noticed that i am sensitive and i set my feelings upp like im preparing a meal for the first time. hoping my guest will enjoy the meal soo i doo my research trying to make this the best hey have ever had. trying not to over season under season or let alone BURN the entree but i never take the time to actually taste the food to see if i like it or shoot if im happy with the dern dinner well looking back at this meal prep i fucked it upp its nasty okay lol

maybe next time ill use more seasoning salt or something


thats all in a nutshell kids lick it easy


remember when life gives u lemons throw it at a boy


vlw #2 :)

weird shit yo!

have u ever had ur mind made up and then someone comes along and changes it?? lol this is the shit im talking about i was content on being alone and then i meet this cool lil guy fuck i dnt wanna give in but this is tooo good to be true the fuck this shit is game im out


im gonna meditate on this b-4 i embarass myself
lalalala

v.l.w

iiiifff iii

if i had a mixtape would u cop it i mean i would only charge 5 dollars support my dollar and a dream, dream



i think that would be the name of it or one of the guys :) im gonna start workin on it


waiit and another super secret dream i use to (kinda still) wanna be a video hoo not like the ho but i wanna shake it too lil wayne and get paid too shooo

soo as i sit here thinking bout shit i get this odd ass feeling as if i know something is not right but im like if its not broke why try n fix it ya kno soo as usual im gonna leave it be but then i gett a ponder in the right side of my brain like why do we have "womens intuition" if we are selective on when we decide to use it grr to mee but im just gonna enjoy the ride we are all young right



live
learn
life
then your dead

the feeezy

okay soo im doing my blog shit again because i always have things on my mind and im sure my twitter hood friends are tired of me updating every 5 mins ha well ne ways im reading my old posts and i cant belive how bitchy lol eff that over a boy bad vam im glad only 2 ppl took the time to read it lol but i vow to never feel that way or at least try wich makes me wondeerrr


hmm


buttt im just sayin

night yaall and remember sex just makes things complicated

MY DADDY TOLD ME

i heard boys had cooties daddy didnt lie if you touch mee ill throw a fly in ur eye






africa or what lol im weird sorry